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This journal is personal and will probably be about College and prep for Uni. Or whatever I want to talk about.

My name is Christina and I'm 18. I live around the middle of England and I'm currently in my second year of my A-Levels. I'm pretty much an average teenage girl :)

Sometimes I feel like I'm being pushed aside because I don't have a penis.

I'm sick of everything at the moment because of college so tonight, I'm going to turn my internet & mobile off and just write, write and write. And maybe do some Simming if I get bored of writing.

The reason is because I don't want my journal to be a depressing place. I mean, come on, it's bright friggin' pink! It's not suppose to be an unhappy place!
On the upside I have Film tomorrow, so I can stare at L, the designated eye candy, and have a good moan with SL*, who's turning into quite a really good friend!

*Not to be confused with S.

G's party was actually really good and I managed to pull! :O
But it wasn't S because he wasn't out.

First proper day back at College today. It was totally awful but I have friends in every class so that's good. I only had two lessons today but I still feel emotionally drained and definately not feeling tomorrow, but I must. If I knew how to do a fancy table thingy I'd post my timetable here, but I don't, so have to condensed version.

Monday: 09.00-10.30 - English Language - 2 and 1/2 hour gap - 13.00-14.30 - Media Studies
Tuesday: 10.45-12.15 - Film Studies - Dinner - 13.00-14.30 - English Language
Wednesday: 09.00-10.30 - Media Studies
Thursday: 09.00-10.30 - Film Studies - 4 hours and fifteen fucking minute gap - 14.45-16.15 - English Language
Friday: 10.45-12.15 - Media Studies - 2 and 1/2 hour gap - 13.00-14.30 - Film Studies

I've also come to realise how much debt I'm in to myself. I owe the building society £700! Well I don't owe it but that's how much I took out and I don't know how I'm going to put it back before my family find out. I also need to take another £50 out to cover my tattoo and R's leaving do. Looks like I've my priorities right (That was a joke.).

I'm thinking of joining the Film Club at College to have something on my personal statement, but it's a Wednesday afternoon and I'm not going all the way back into town for it. If they'd sorted out my timetable better then I probably could've gone. Oh, and they cocked up my Tutor Group lesson. It's not Wednesday dinner because there's no lessons at dinner, fucking stupid place. And I've lost my EMA form, but that is my fault.

This is really ranty because I'm low on money and cigarettes so I don't want to smoke them all, because then I'll have to quit because I'm fucking broke from spending all my money on booze and smokes over the friggin' holiday.

I am a whiny teenager, so I'm going to whine.
And I don't want summer to end, I don't want R to go all the bloody way to Cornwall because I'll never see her and she's been there for me so much these bloody holidays.

So yesterday me and my friends went to the cinema to (Finally!) see Toy Story 3. It was brilliant and I was like, nearly crying. The boy I like, S, went and I actually spoke a bit to him, which was cool. And I sat next to him, but obviously you can't really talk during a film.

My college stuff is all sorted. Got my new books and new pens and pencils and I feel like a total nerd now. Should be playing some sims today as I have nothing to do till seven when I'm off to the pub (Again, third time this week!) to catch up with some friends but I won't be out for long because I've got to save my money because it's my friend, G, 20th birthday party a week tomorrow and then my friend, R, is having her leaving do three weeks yesterday so that's going to cost me around a hundred quid because drinks are expensive!

My piercing is annoying me, it feels really tight and I keep catching it. I still want more though. Currently I've got two in my lip (Spiderbites), my rook, my ear lobes and my micro dermal. Hopefully by the time I see R after she's gone to Uni I'll have a ring in my nose because I want two in my nose, similar to my lip.

I've decided that this year at College is going to be my big year. Because I suck at exams I'm going to work and work and work on my coursework to get it to an A or B so even if I fuck up my exams I'll still be able to get C's or D's. The University I want to go to (Wolverhampton.) want either two D's and an E or two E's and a D. I forget which. I should aim higher but I don't think I can physically get higher grades so I'm aiming low so I have a good chance.

Day 01 — Your favorite song

It's too hard to pick just one song because my musical tastes are changing all the time. The first two off the top of my head are both Mr Hudson and I can't decide which I like better so hey, listen to both :)

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